They say "never regret something that once made you smile", but imagine realising some terrible mistake u've made and being awfully ashamed of that... Crappp isn't it?? Well i was in the exact same situation last night thinking about it over and over again... I was feeling nervious... Anyways, after hours of brainstorming in the middle of the night i finally realised how weak and volnurable i was... I mean i just couldn't possibly make a good conclusion about one crappy mistake and move on!! So when u everrr feel that way, don't overthink and incite the chaos taking over ur mind!! Just focus on one thing at a time and then everything else would take care of themselves!! Good conclusion is like a hit, and God doesn't make that randomly!! At the end of the day, it's better to regret something you did than to regret something you didn't do!! Yes, sometimes "past" is awful, but evading from that can only make it worse. Besides, it's a part of who u are today, a much bigger person!! No matter how many chapters of ur book u've already written, u can always start a new one, a very interesting one!
Random fact from today: the day's full of complitely random compliments ))
my days are going like this. i would wake up, most of the times more tired than when i went to bed the night before, and if i feel like it, i have something to eat; then if it's a day i have classes on, i get dressed and go out the front door. after what now feels like aaaaages, that surprisingly pass quickly actually, i come home, even more tired, and occasionally go to bed straight away. when i do that, i feel so guilty. for not making the time for certain things. for not having done any work at home. for excusing myself to bed when the world is about to collapse on my head. it kinda feels like this. whether it’s a mistake or not, i regret the way i end up planning my days, or shall i say, how they end up being planned without my consciousness in the present. see, even now i’m excusing myself of the one thing i need to learn to do better. i can’t do better. so tell me, what should i do buji? i feel so screwed up right now. i can’t seem to be able to handle ‘everything’ at once. and they neeeeed to be handled at once. or maybe they don’t but i want to be able to so badly :(
ReplyDeleteohhh boji!! don't think that way!! ur not screwed up and u don't have to feel guilty because bb there are only 24 hours in a day u can't change that!! im more than sure that ur trying ur very best and working ur * off!! and no, it's not some kind of mistake that ur making!! i think all u have to do is allocate ur time in the possible efficient way and enjoy what u're doing!! as i said don't overthink and focus on one thing at a time.. for now u just have to sleep like a baby and wake up on the morning full of energy!!
ReplyDeleteboooji, somedays just suck, sometimes it's overwhelming but there's no choice but to try harder and that's the so called happiness, the journey!!
yeah! without mistakes you can't be who you are now!(cause i like the way u're now) moreover, i want to say that everybody makes mistakes but is not because they're stupid. The stupid person is the one who makes same mistake twice or more that that! so free yourself, don't regret in single mistake, move forward to ur bright future and be glad the every moment that you have now.... my lovely lil sis ;)
ReplyDeleteright ))
ReplyDeleteagreed!
ReplyDeleteI'd rather try and fail than not try at all :DD
anhaaaa
ReplyDeletefailure is just an option ))